unsure: a poem

you know you have a crush when he's all you think about. 

when another man is inside of you, looking into your eyes, and calling your name

yet you still have his laugh stuck in your head, repeating like a game. 

And you think back to him at that old podium all those months ago, 

when you fell for his tricks so easily, because how were you to know 

that he'd bring up the feelings you've always craved 

a fire inside of you, like he's calling your name. 

but you think about the months that go by, as time continues to flow 

and you still can't understand why he won't let his feelings known 

because he's still the one you think about when another man's inside of you 

as he'll always be the boy who could have been more 

he's everything to you sweetie, but he'll always be unsure.