Visions of Gideon
Ah- the great concept of giving your all to someone, and not receiving the love you give back. A misconstrued quality that can be considered good to some, and bad to others. Being a giving person has it's strengths as well as its weaknesses. Especially when it comes to a relationship. I have talked about in recent blog posts the feelings surrounding being used. It's a terrible thing. You meet someone, you spend your time finding things out about them, getting to know them-then you find yourself liking them- and by liking them I mean falling for them- and then you watch them walk away, and you know they used you-and you have to be ok with that. And through that, you have to fill yourself up after being used. Because you gave yourself to that person. When you spent your time finding things out about them and getting to know them, you gave them your time, by listening and asking questions about stuff that doesn't even matter to you, you sat and listened. And in return,